Protected: Older. Wiser.
April 12, 2007
Protected: There We Go.
April 11, 2007
Some Things.
April 4, 2007
I’m on MC for two days – for almost getting fever and body aches, whatever not. Sigh. I need to take my medicine.
But its also a good time spent with the babe, if not good then, much much better. She’s incredible.
A few days ago, I was sitting down and thinking – its so easy for someone to wake up and totally feel the next when they shouldn’t. But maybe that’s life. Sometimes, we take the little things for granted. We take the ones we love for a ride, for thinking that they’d always be there to love. And most of the time, we say it, we say it for the sake of saying and after sometime, every words said has no more value; no real/true meaning. I would have to admit, that there was a point of time in which I was bitter, thinking no one would understand and while you have prayed to help, we stand at a junction that at this end, I am still thankful because you taught me what it was like to go through hardship even for the slightest moment, it was one of the best.
Generally, it has been for me but as much as you made me try, I have. If not for the good, then it must be for the better. What matter most now is that, I’m happy. And I have not felt this happy for the longest time.
Ever since two weeks back when you told me to be honest with myself, I listened. And my heart has opened up to greater heights, I’m walking through that path whereby I made a decision, painstakingly and I patiently tried my best – it worked. I thank God for every strength that I’m bestowed with and the ultimate remedy of my broken heart, fixed and came in a form of an angel, whom I refused but succumbed to in the end, for the lack of a better judgement. It came in the form of my goon.
I don’t think there’s even any words to begin with but I am here now, to hold you, to just be the person that you want me to be. I will make this work with you no matter how challenging and how rough it may get. Through it all.
Goon, I miss you already.
Protected: Endearing.
April 1, 2007
Protected: For What Its Worth..
March 30, 2007
Protected: Darling Kiss Me.
March 26, 2007
Hello Love.
March 25, 2007
Under the street light, we both sat. Drenched in the rain. Tears streaming down – but its all okay. I’ve got you.
Now I know what its like to have you. I’m for real now love. Oh, it means so much to have your comforting arms around me. It is. It makes me stronger like that and to the sweet vanilla scent of your neck, hmmmm. Came along with your smile. All good things come in small packages. And.. and.. you’re getting chubbier sweet. Sttoopp with the diet thing when you’re going to swear off it 5 mins later and its great that you know that it doesn’t matter; I really like you goon.
So hello there, back at you, sweet.
And thank you for this – it reminds me of Valentines day, breaking glasses.
“I could have made my move earlier, baby
Would have danced for you by the tarmac reservoirs tonight
And summoned angels to watch over us as we debate about love and lust;
If not for your lips.. its the tangle of rope-burns you left on my chest..”
