Complicated.
February 28, 2007
Why must things be so complicated?
Two Liner.
February 27, 2007
Ok. I got my stuff already. It was just there – as in my wallet and my Ipod was happily sitting at the cashier point. Haha. I woke up like at 8 la. Actually, I haven’t even slept. At all. I’m so sleepy right now.
Why am I updating then ah? Grr. I’m just being impossible la.
Protected: Stop.
February 27, 2007
Sweetest.
February 27, 2007
I just got back home from work. I know its late. Trust me that on weekends, I end up sleeping at 6 in the morning because the transport is just so freaking late la.. la la la. Anyhow, I think Ari fell asleep on me while waiting for me to finish work.
And I didn’t sleep the whole of last night because I was feeling rather uneasy and I wasn’t too sure why but a whole lot of overwhelming feeling came in a sudden rush. And I was waiting for her to call me back but of course, she fell asleep. But I can’t blame her because half the time that I am on the phone with her, I’m always the one falling asleep. Tired. And she’s not feeling well. So, tit for a tat.
AND I clumsily left my Ipod and wallet at my work place. How smart? If I lose the Ipod, I’ll cry because besides the fact that it was from Harj.. it means a whole lot of thing to me. Everything. How she actually bought it for me and its her thoughts okay that made it all so worthwhile. AND, my favourite wallet which Harj bought for me as well. Oh my god. I am so so careless. That’s it. I’m not sleeping. I need to go get my wallet first thing in the morning. EH wait.. it is morning already.
I made plans with Ari a little while ago about having a one on one date today - in which even after almost a month, we had none to remember or call our own. Hurhur. This whole month has been about me meeting her friends and she meeting mine and I just want to spend some alone time with her. I think we’re going to cook porridge together and watch Little Miss Sunshine.
Oh. My certain soul. That guardian angel. She gave me a hug before work and it felt so right and I didn’t want to let go. AT 12 midnight, I almost cried because I was missing her so bad.It was like a sudden rush of feelings again. K, that never mind.
I was reading Harj blog and I think she went to take a walk down memory lane because.. coincidentally, I was doing just the same early this afternoon. I do miss her. I’m not going to lie but I am glad.. glad how things have turned out to be for her. Sometimes when I think of it, I realised how much we both went through for each other despite a short two and half years of being together – we’ve seen each other’s strength and weakness and been there even the toughest of time. There was rich days and poor days and there was happy days and sad days as well. There was alot of issues, alot of trying times and alot of holding on that we got this far. Babe, you’d know that I never regretted anything. Not at all and that you’ll always be someone I hold close, really dear to my heart.
EH, this entry is so randomized and so disorganized!
Protected: Affected.
February 26, 2007
Great Things.
February 26, 2007
I don’t think I have to try hard to make you hate me.
Because it just doesn’t work that way.
No prizes for guessing who and why. You’d know. Jackpot.
Protected entry. Next. Coming up. Macam tv commercial.
Protected: Hug.
February 26, 2007
Cough.
February 24, 2007
I’m coughing so hard that my rib cage hurts. Can’t beat the emptiness I feel deep down in my heart.
I hear it beating over and over again from the moment I woke up. I’ve been staring at my phone for the longest time.
And.. nothing.
